Arrowhead Getaway

A weekend in the mountains in the fresh air sounds so wonderful.  And so far it has been.  Being with these great people who encourage following God and loving people is definitely great.  I am surrounded by music.  We worship and players are collaborating right in front of me.  Walking through the natural beauty of these roads with women who are so exciting and lovely.  This new year makes me feel so rejuvenated.  I haven't been caught up in the wasteful things I sometimes spend too much energy on.

I feel as if this is going nowhere so I am going to end this.  I shall leave you with a quote from Emerson:  "All I have seen teaches me to trust the Creator for all I have not seen."

reflection

I was reflecting back on my year and so much has happened. I thought the time had gone too quickly but it seems that a lot of things were accomplished.


This year I...
started it with Super Mario
attended the taping of The Price is Right
went wine tasting in San Luis Obispo
danced at Lavo in Las Vegas
visited friends (like family) in Oregon
ran out of a haunted maze in LA
lost my faith in men
dated someone who plays guitar (and almost wrote a song about me)
spent Thanksgiving in Utah with my family and was there for my Grandma's 80th birthday
kissed someone (I didn't think I would)
modeled for a photo shoot twice
got my make-up done by a professional
saw 500 Days of Summer and Sherlock Holmes
moved out of my parent's house into an apartment
drank eggnog with rum (the real kind)
loved someone who wouldn't love me back


Next year I will...
be more honest about my feelings
love in a kinder manner
spend more time with my family
graduate from college
intern in Africa (hopefully)
get a new apartment that isn't infested with ants and has working hot water
take more pictures
tithe regularly
dedicate more time to reflection with God
make more meals at home
write stories more often (and get them published)
find my personal style

Journalism Jobs

I am graduating in May.
After that I am hopefully going to Africa to intern for a month.
After that I have nowhere to go.

Looking for journalism jobs is depressing.
I saw one person on craigslist who was offering 10 dollars per week to blog.
That was all.
How am I going to live on $10 a week for the rest of my life?

I am freaking out a little bit.

God please remind me that you lie me down in green pastures.
That you are my source of comfort.

summertime

Wow, it is so hard without deadlines and pressure to get stuff done.
My summer has consisted of beach days, bike rides, late nights, and non-existant mornings (because I sleep right through them).

My nephew is now three years old, and my niece of 7 months is smiling.
I have so much to be happy about in this life.



I go to the food bank once a week and the food ministry at my church is really awesome to be a part of. But I'm failing in prayer. I should be closer to God than ever because I am working for him, but I feel like I've strayed. I read books and think about the Lord, but I forget the most basic elements of our relationship. I forget to communicate to the God who loves me.
Lord, let's spend some time together, just us.

long time no post

The relief I feel after a semester is over and I know I have three months of relative freedom is AMAZING.

It is the feeling of having nothing to do, budgeting my time is not needed.

It is the feeling that I can go to the beach any day of the week, every day if I really want to.

It means I get to visit with the friends I hardly get to see.

It means weekend trips to San Fransisco, San Diego, Los Angeles, Las Vegas, or even Mexico (after I get a passport).



So I've had a hectic couple of months. A couple of boys I went on dates with have come and gone. If it doesn't work out, I've come to realize then it probably wasn't right in the first place. There are so many other potentials out there. And among them there is one that things will work out with. We will know how to compromise with each other and agree on important issues. But for now, I have an amazing group of friends who are supportive and kind. Even if they offend me by saying I'm like the girl from "He's just not that into you." Maybe in some ways I am too eager.

But if you never try then you never know.

I've also come to realize that there are so many times in my life that I plan things and think they are going to be awesome and they're not.
On the contrary, sometimes I think a day is going to be boring and it turns out to be amazing.
Kind of like today. Who knew a trip to World Market, PetSmart, and Del Taco could make a great day. :)
Thanks friends.

Journalism Day

Today was journalism day at my school (Cal State Long Beach). It was beneficial to hear from real journalists and their experiences working within the global media. Their forecasts for the future of journalism were of particular interest to me because I will soon need to find a career in journalism after I graduate next year.

They told us students to get our names out there and make ourselves known on the world wide web. I hope my blog helps with that.

One of the "panelists" in the discussion that we had left us with words of encouragement (which I found to be a refreshing contrast from most forecasts for the future of journalism) that there is a whole wide world out there for the taking from fresh new reporters.

Published, wine tasting, and the new testament

There has been a lot going on lately. I was published for the first time in my school paper: The Daily Forty-Niner for a fashion story I did. It will turn into a weekly thing, as long as I keep it up. Writing a story was not as easy as I had hoped. I have a lot of room for improvement, and I'm glad I have the Forty-Niner for the sake of improving my craft.
This was one of the photos that ran with the story about fashion on a budget, these clothes were all found at Forever 21, H&M, or the Buffalo Exchange.



A couple of weeks ago I went on a wine tasting trip in San Luis Obispo for Thalia's birthday. Her boyfriend Will is in the navy and one of my good friends. Raul who is a good friend of Will's and mine (Will first) also took the trip with us.







and just in case celia is reading this. she will someday be reading my fashion articles from nylon (or elle) magazine:



And for Vision, which is the weekly college age greoup at my church, we took the challenge to read the whole new testament in 5 weeks. It has been challenging and I have gotten behind a couple of times, but it has also been quite awesome. Jesus was an amazing more than human and it is great to hear his words and the words of those who knew him so well.
The Bible shows how great God really is. It is also hard to read because it is so convicting to see the sin in my life.